Do not disturb

What's up? Can I have a piece of you to hold I thought that I would be better on my own I know with time that we're supposed to grow These thoughts that I… I don't want you to know What's there to say? I've been at war with myself At the end of the day Who's there to blame Get in my own way more than anyone else I ain't okay I been ignoring my health I might lose the game But won't run away I play the cards however they're dealt Like f*ck it I'm here When I look up in my mirror I don't like what I be seeing But nothing to fear I'm just gon' suck up the tears And Imma focus on being A bit better for you That shit I never could do when we were together Remember when you Were tellin' me that you wished that we could go back I'd tell you "I know that" but I never knew It was too late Wish that I knew all of this from the start And wish that we would've just taken a break So we wouldn't have ended up broken-hearted Wish I was sayin' all this to your face And the part that hits me the hardest Is we could've taken things either way And probably would've fallen apart regardless These are the thoughts I don't want you to know This is the side of me that I don't show Know that you tired of me You don't reply to me Phone been on silent we used to be close I remember you cried to me then you turned ghost I think we decided we better alone Do not disturb got me losin' all hope Do not disturb got me losin' all hope What's up? Can I have a piece of you to hold I thought that I would be better on my own I know with time that we're supposed to grow These thoughts that I… I don't want you to know Well, I can't fight it I stayed quiet when I should've told you how I felt No more hiding No more denying No more lying to myself These are the words I can never say When I'm standin' in front of you Everything I try to escape Is the same thing I end up runnin' to Gimme some space Gimme some time Lemme retrace, lemme rewind If there's a place I need to find So I can erase this doubt in my mind I need some time to just be alone Doesn't mean I'll be lonely How am I supposed to get to know you When I barely even know me When I don't know myself When I don't know, I don't know myself When I don't know myself When I don't know Myself Myself Myself Myself