All In

Have you ever felt pressure like you were the only one left on the planet You look to your right and your left and there's people surrounding you But you feel in a sense like it's no one besides you And all of your stress keep on pounding you And look even your ego has doubted you And look even a seed of a doubt has just sprouted beneath you And evil has shrouded around you it's powerful That's what I meant when I scripted powerful So I'm not bowing out like a coward do I'm just going through things that are shaking me up I'm leaning on you to pull power through It's a double edge sword when you get ahead of yourself on the left It's a sense of accomplishment I got some stuff done but switch to the opposite hand I missed checking some boxes I guess maybe Im getting too vague and the message got lost I guess 2020 vision came with a cost I gained a business but what were my losses One shoe was flying the other one dropped I still get sick when I think about all of the shit that I been through and Never put down in a record for you and I'm sorry Cuz lately I feel like I'm falling This shit is killing me softly Feel like I'm falling apart It's making it all through my heart It's not in the cards it's not in the fortune Has it been killing me probably Switch it I'm feeling it, caution But this isn't finished I'm all In I'm all in, I'm all in, I'm all in This isn't finished i'm all in I'm all in, I'm all in, I'm all in This isn't finished i'm all And maybe it's something I need to get through on my own and just work independently But the same ones depend on feel like they're slipping away from me leaving eventually Is it me that's projecting it Am I throwing out negative waves and they catching it Am I losing the faith in myself and they seeing it happen and losing the sentiment Gotta be god I mean felt like a prodigy honestly I was on top of it Stop I lost a piece of myself in that quarantine year and I started to drop And it got to a point where I got out of touch n my substance was lost But I'm finally able to form out my thoughts and articulate everything Perfectly now n it's gotta be brought Cuz I been at the lowest of the low and it's knowing whenever goin isn't tough It's not a place I wanna go to every thing I ever been through was imperative for growing Every part of me was open up to changing up my focus and directing it to culminate and Cultivated it to be a better me I know I haven't made it yet and I'm okay with that as long I'm a give it all I got Lately I feel like I'm falling This shit is killing me softly Feel like I'm falling apart It's making it all through my heart It's not in the cards it's not in the fortune Has it been killing me probably Switch it I'm feeling it, caution But this isn't finished I'm all In I'm all in, I'm all in, I'm all in This isn't finished I'm all in I'm all in, I'm all in, I'm all in This isn't finished I'm all