Deep End

I woke up this morning With the feeling of regret Oh why did I say that yesterday Should have said something else so they didn't make that face And I've always had this fantasy Of who I wanted to be But now I don't even know If that's truly me I'm so far out in the deep end But I don't want anybody else to see No I don't need no one to save me The only person who can save me is myself And I just need some time to figure everything out Maybe then I won't be afraid Of being my whole self Well I guess it's good That I morphed myself into someone you wanted me to be And it's fine 'Cause I know that I'll take all the pain lightly Tried to fight it But I can't deny That I want to piece back all of my broken parts together So that I can feel whole again And I'm so far out in the deep end I refuse to let anybody else see Maybe I need someone to save me, save me But I've convinced myself that I'm all that I need I don't want to tell you what's wrong in my life right now I'm just another teenage girl you don't need to worry about You don't need to worry about me, about me And I've got some things that I need to work out I'm just like everyone else I know I'll get through this And rise out of this hell And I'm so far out in the deep end I'm so far out in the deep end But I don't want anybody else to see No I don't need no one to save me The only person I need is me