Faltering

Wish I was more patient I only want quick results I can't stand the mirror It points out every flaw Say I love the quiet But not with intrusive thoughts Look how fast the time went Is this the end of it all? How can I keep going, going I need to be strong Live for my mother Stay for my dad Until I can call it A phase Grow out of it someday And I'll be fine Not crossing that line I swear I'll be fine People are asking about me They're starting to notice I'm faltering Things keep changing We're playing hide and seek But you'll never find me It might be bittersweet How can I keep going, going I need to be strong Live for my mother Stay for my dad Until I can call it A phase Grow out of it someday And I'll be fine Not crossing that line I swear I'll be fine Oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh I swear that I'm trying Oh oh oh oh oh Mm I'll be fine