Rain

Lately I ain’t feelin the best, but f*ck it This dream I hold is worth all the stress, I trust it Tellin myself this pain in chest, is nothin God's puttin’ me thru this bittersweet test for somethin I need to grow, destined to be great I need to blow, but not with my mixtape I want to, share my vision Be exact with my precision I'll be damned if my decision Is give up and lose faith Challenges come and go, but the scars still remain Internal struggle makes me wonder if I'm even sane My dreams and goals are the prey I know that I need to tame It gets harder with time passing, welcome to the game What the f*ck do you know about an EFC While mines at zero Berkeley doesn’t fully cover me Which means I work my ass off to stay here And try to benefit from this institutions opportunity As I’m walking through my life's road And see some doors closing up Ima kick that shit down cause I told my Fam and momma that I'm never givin up We're just going up like the angels Never coming down like the rain I promise when I make it to my goals Take the fam out the struggle it won’t ever be the same I’m a low-income, first-generation student I know I'm capable, but now I need to fucken prove it The motivation comes and goes so I better not lose it When I'm feeling down, I self- medicate by making music Sometimes I look back and see where I came from I see the growth, and I know for sure I ain’t done As a person, friend, partner, and a damn son There’s many quitters and I know forrsure I ain’t one There's no way to stop me, I'm runnin out like a robbery You stay the same like a copy, you’re on the bottom like lobbies I’m on the top like the ceiling, and now I can’t stop the feeling The rush is really appealing, and it just helps with the healing Damn, I'm scared of the future that I cant see I talk to God and I hope that he listens to me Not been to church in a while, he's probably mad at me Still have faith and I became the man I had to be As I’m walking through my life's road And see some doors closing up Ima kick that shit down cause I told my Fam and momma that I'm never givin up We're just going up like the angels Never coming down like the rain I promise when I make it to my goals Take the fam out the struggle it won’t ever be the same No it won’t ever be the same No it won’t ever be the mother fucken same I take the fam out the struggle it won’t ever be the It would never be the mother fucken same We’re just going up like the angels Never coming down like the rain I promise when I make it to my goals Take the fam out the struggle it won’t ever be the same