Breathing (feat. LilzaeTTG)

You know I hate to see you cry inside my stomach, feel the worst I've been feeling like a villain, recently I've been a ghost I've been hurt before, after this for sure, thought I couldn't hurt no more Maybe I'm so hurt I push away the ones I need the most I hit that switch like, f*ck that bitch, new bitch coming as you leaving My guys been on my mind, I gotta check if they still breathing Leeke survived, shot to the head boy, you a demon I'm still holding on the edge, but I'm barely breathing My heart just dropped inside my chest, no, not Leeke On FaceTime with Marshawn, asked where Leek at, but he ain't speaking He said they shot him in his head, his shit was bleeding My childhood friends dead or in jail, so who left, I really need them But hold on, this shit can't be right, my nigga lost his life last night Few weeks now this, still can't believe it, this shit can't be right Every time wasn't eye to eye, we locked in, boy, it's love for life So if you die tonight, I'ma write your name up in the sky Mind on a hundred K, a hundred miles, who won the race Miles ain't here today, it's birthday, how can we celebrate Can't have no fun today, I received that news, that was yesterday Ain't took a loss like this so long, how can I catch a break You know I hate to see you cry inside my stomach, feel the worst I've been feeling like a villain, recently I've been a ghost I've been hurt before, after this for sure, thought I couldn't hurt no more Maybe I'm so hurt I push away the ones I need the most I hit that switch like, f*ck that bitch, new bitch coming as you leaving My guys been on my mind, I gotta check if they still breathing Leeke survived, shot to the head boy, you a demon I'm still holding on the edge, but I'm barely breathing Explain this feeling that I got, you can't it's deep inside my head All this pain that I've been dealing with, it's tearing me to shreds On this lonely road, I got nowhere to go Seem like I'm falling way behind, but they been saying I'm ahead So I'm running to that bag now, I've been living fast Man, I hope that I don't crash out Money on my mind, having dreams about that cash now Had to make my way, I could throw away the rags now Hop up on that stage, pour out my heart, hope I don't pass out All this shit, I got it out the mud, ain't ask for handouts I've been trying to do my best so I can help my mans out They like, how you make it, boy, just know this shit was planned out I've been off the media, been trying not to say shit I remember trapping, shooting dice up in that basement If a goofy try me, I'ma have to get his face hit I got much to lose and some to prove Go away, cause we ain't cool RIP to guys, I'm losing my mind Cause I can't get them back and f*ck them guys Don't know who they is, so God gon' get them back It f*ck me up, laying in my bed, I might relapse on X Looking up, praying to the sky, hope I don't be next Hope I don't be next Praying to the sky, hope I don't be next I'm praying to the sky, hope I don't be next I'm praying to the sky, hope I don't be next