The Song About Life

For better or worse Don't remember being that nervous Standing in church We both said I do I 'member sayin it first It's not a job But people said together we work So I'm guessin' that's why this shit hurts They say Time heals all But it's getting worst You were a gift But you being gone is a fuckin' curse Our love didn't cost a thing Cause we knew it's worth Now look at me just pacin' No more dressing like twins No more bae cations No relationship goals No more entertainment Just me in this empty house Wondering where the days went I don't want nobody but you Miss yo smile your laugh Your eyes and your butt too Got My heart my cash My last cause I trust you You inspired me I was blessed to be among you We had our issues everybody did Had talks about a family And you wanting kids Buying stocks Starting a biz One main house A couple side cribs Our love The one thing I never doubted Saying you love me You never left without it Thinking bout our life My brain forever crowded You in this casket Gives me forever to think about it No one in the world's gonna hold me No one in the world's gonna hold me No one in the world can move me No one in the world can love me Just me and her alone on a beach Me giving a massage Sand cover her feet The sunset is the best We done seen in a week Then we make love right on the spot F*ck being discreet Classic story she from the burbs I'm from the streets Messed up in the past but with her I will not repeat Talkin bout cake I saw her Had to get a piece Humanitarian I swear all she wanted was peace Right then I knew I found my wife Who knew years later Her zodiac would take her life I'm not here to say what God did Was wrong or right I'm here to tell you all What I deal wit every night Dreaming of a future that will never happen Through her last days There was still attraction I saw her inner beauty and heart of passion And that made my baby glow Like the last dragon That's how I cope is wit funny things Now I only see her in pictures And fuckin dreams It was all good just a week ago A week later I'm wondering what I'm breathing fo' It will get better That's what they all say I can't open my eyes Cause I been cryin' all day If you got somebody Know that everything dies Love 'em 'til the end Cause we don't know where the end lies No one in the world's gonna hold me No one in the world's gonna hold me No one in the world can move me No one in the world can love me I been thinking about uh What I can say to you right now Just wanna say I miss you I'm still thinking 'bout you It's a process but I'm getting better Um, I can't wait to Can't wait to see you again