Doubt

It's been a long time coming I really came so far Used to doubt and question myself it became my job Overcame the outcome now my mind full of success I had thoughts of giving up, but it's finally put the rest You can do the same too if you want to Never let the people change you my soul I won't lose Because I done learned a lot about the game Problems rise people fade And in the industry they still will tell a lie to yo face After promises was made it’s a lot I gotta say Politics the only reason I had a doubt in my brain but now I feel I've grown as an artist and man Everything that happened I feel it was apart of the plan Whether good or bad I open up my heart and admit I talk to God and I start to repent Dear God I ain't mean to be rude I just wish that I can see it like you Dear God I ain't mean to be extra I just had it planned different then scheduled Dear God when push come to shove Show me a sign cause I ain't turning to drugs Literally I've been questioning Am I all that I pretend to be I doubt it I doubt it Literally I've been questioning Am I all that I pretend to be I doubt it I doubt it No doubt in my mind that we really gon make it and take it where it's never been New destination fulfilled Arrived at like 8:25 Spend it all cause that's something that you can't take when you die or try I'm 21 but my mind 29 yea Moving to fast pray to God I don't die Question my life until my soul has flown to the sky On the outside looking in they probably wondering why But nobody understands me I don't really care about awards or getting Grammys I just wanna touch the sky so I can talk to Granny And maybe walk around with the Pack like a fanny not acting friendly, yeah Beamer Benz or Bentley Quick mind shift visualize before I plan it, you understand me A vigilanty silent but I came to be heard Captivate the audience everytime I'm saying these words, word Literally I've been questioning Am I all that I pretend to be I doubt it I doubt it Literally I've been questioning Am I all that I pretend to be I doubt it I doubt it These niggas can not mess with you, yo timing so impeccable Born in Research Medical, flew to Children's Mercy two days old Open heart surgery I'm giving y'all my life just in case they try to murder me I heard em sing, doubted myself so long yo words ain't hurting me Right when I got in my zone they started urging me to chill Young man you going too hard Well that's what I do this for I treat this shit like my job I was 5 in the room with Slop I wanted to rhyme Josh wrote me some lines that felt so perfect in mind Cal Boy the wild boy he so caught up on his grind Ain't been looking at the clock but now he know that it's time, yeah Cause man I been waiting Long time coming but I see we gon make it Give me my turn like Dlocc cause I'm tired of being patient Nothing was given had to earn it didn't earn it then we take it, face it Literally I've been questioning Am I all that I pretend to be I doubt it I doubt it Literally I've been questioning Am I all that I pretend to be I doubt it I doubt it Literally I've been questioning Am I all that I pretend to be I doubt it I doubt it Literally I've been questioning Am I all that I pretend to be I doubt it I doubt it