Killah Cam's Interlude

I knew when I made problems they ain’t really wanna listen to my problems Only call me for drama remember the long nights I was beefing with my mama Truly, she just wanted me to be a scholar Instead i’m steady doing scams with my nigga we just tryna make a dollar I dont know my future but still see me fucking up some commas The life I live is my karma it’s hotter than saunas They hear me rap and they say Cam you really ill But they don’t know deep down inside i’m really ill Was addicted to poppin pills like my life wasn’t hetic enough I was chasing a thrill Bitches be tryna chill these niggas plotting the kill Devil looking me in my eyes like nigga you ready to sign a deal Only thing I ask myself is this shit really worth a mill I just I just feel so much pain Why Why do i feel so much pain Killah Feeling like ima die real soon I can never be alive too soon I be wasting all my time too soon The joy only come every blue moon why I feel so much pain every night bro These days you’ll never find a wife tho situationships turn into plight tho You better off fucking one for the night bro that’s how life go huh The world be crazy life in the D so shady niggas be sinning daily But these the streets that raised me cant let It take my babies Dont ever try to play me that’s why these bitches hate me huh Wont let em play It crazy huh can’t play It crazy on me Nah what these bitches really want from a nigga huh They don’t really want love from a nigga Now a days they just really want a thug from a nigga huh They just wanna do drugs with a nigga They don’t wanna go and get It out the mud with they nigga They don’t wanna stay down come up with a nigga dawg My heart be hurting Lord can I just be perfect Rather live under surface than live life as a burden My future so uncertain how do I make life worth it For I end up in hearses almost cried on this verse man dawg And I’m just knowing you won’t feel my pain You don’t know the type of thoughts that’s steady running thru my brain You don’t know the type of thoughts that make a nigga go insane Introduce these hoes to real I swear they still be loving lames They still be loving lames introduce these hoes to real I swear they still be loving lames And I’m just knowing you won’t feel my pain You don’t know the type of thoughts that make a nigga go insane