NonChylont/Never Be the Same

Know that you toxic How many times I gotta beg you stop it It’s like, it’s like I can never win You post petty shit that get under my skin Knew I shouldn't of let you In Tell me what’s love to you The thought of forever make you that uncomfortable Why you afraid of commitment You want love but you can not cannot give it That alone becoming rather confusing You rather not love than have It and lose it Mm, girl why you cant trust nobody Man your love is poison I’m calling you ivy I'd give you my all but you'd go and stop me Shit, who you loving if it’s not me Being savage ain’t gone heal all that pain Don’t care what you do with them other niggas girl we aint the same Here you go playing games You wanna be nonchalant I’m the nigga you need the nigga want Only for temporary cause you turn a shoulder that get colder than February Your heart can get very scary Girl you don’t deserve me One minute you love me next minute you hurt me Don’t know what to do with you But i got to ask what’s love to you, huh My baby what’s love to you Another one of them ones You only loved yourself, damn Played with my heart, damn I'll never be the same way, no I loved you when I couldn't even love myself It’s like I couldn’t fight the feeling you was begging for help Said it’s been a minute since you felt the way you felt Yet still managed shuffling every hand that was dealt But, how could I tell you no My life was miserable, blessing yours was biblical Even when you sent me in circles like an elliptical Every time you went shed a tear I kept a tissue close Pride was killing though, you wouldn’t get It tho Every step you take when you out of moves is pivotal Travel city to city, you never get a visit tho I know i asked for time but what you sending me to prison for You keep your love locked down Had me feeling so astound When you was lost I’m who you found Now you never come around You was looking for a king How you overlook my crown Miss when you would call me up Just to tell me beat it down I loved you when I couldn't love my own self Gave you everything I never gave nobody else Gave you my heart You left It full of scars You the one to blame Still filled with pain I feel a sudden irritation when I hear your name Charge it to the game we can never be the same Now we argue back and fourth just to do this again This the type of pain that’ll turn a boy to a man It’s so hard to say goodbye I wont even pretend All the stress you cause me girl where I begin I dont wanna be the only one hurt at the end So I’m, still getting over you Still lurking your page what I’m supposed to do Quite frankly can’t even let a nigga get close to you How you wanna play games when you ain’t coachable You said our love me forever, mm You told me one day, It would all get better If everything spectacular then how we was missing the pleasure, huh My baby where the love The only foreign a nigga ever need was a plug We was too young, I guess you needed a thug You know ima drown all the pain away with the drugs Cut all of the strings it’s not what It seams My heart in a sling I’m on to better things yeah Uh, I could never be a nigga that’s just settling And sooner than later you gone get yo day of reckoning Yeah you had me feeling so stupid I know that you was just using You played my heart for amusement I’ll put my pain in the music the feeling so therapeutic You say that you feeling triggered I’m thankful I dodged a bullet yeah