Pain Song

I been tryna be strong, for so long Put my pain up in my music only way to let it go Put a smile up on my face and I promise don't let it show Gotta keep 'em guessing you can never let em know I been tryna be strong, for so long Put my pain up in my music only way to let it go Put a smile up on my face and I promise don't let it show Gotta keep 'em guessing you can never let em know Pain make me go crazy This that crack young Nigga way back in 80s Goofy nigga better check yourself before u try to play me Pray to yahweh on the daily Talkin shit and it won't phase me Smoking all this weed unmotivated man this shit got me lazy Kamikazee I be going coo coo how I'm feeling lately I can't deal with love it's only lust need you to entertain me I keep taking all these drugs knowing they'll be the one to take me Thank God for my daughter everyday girl you the one who saved me Do you love me how you say you do I'm losing focus in my life i hope I make it though Plenty fish up in the water I'm still chasing you Wish you could jump right in my eyes and see my point of view On my eyes I got Versace view I came a long way been a long day I keep smoke in my lungs I ain't no gangsta or no bitch wont hear me say on what I've done And I be grinding like I skate and we don't quit where I'm from Its in my fate just to be great no man I can't be no bum No man I can't be no bum It's in my fate just to be great No I can't be no bum Said I can't be no bum It's my in my fate just to be great man I been tryna be strong, for so long Put my pain up in my music only way to let it go Put a smile up on my face and I promise don't let it show Gotta keep 'em guessing you can never let em know I been tryna be strong, for so long Put my pain up in my music only way to let it go Put a smile up on my face and I promise don't let it show Gotta keep 'em guessing you can never let em know