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Lifes not moving Why am I soothing Peace be in my words I know that they're tough Why is this world cold I think it's bleeding in my soul I see demons in my home I should be praying but these pills that I'm taking They drown them out, oh God are you proud I should've leaned on you Cause now I'm falling down, on the ground The voices are coming back, they're loud (Voices in my head) Calling out God is this all of your plan I'm tryna see it through but I don't think I can I think I see a number tatted on my hand Hot, hot like the summer it's the beast and his brand Plan plan, it's Gods plan plan Think I don't see it in His hands hands Boy you mad then God can still make some tragic happen Doesn't mean he stopped action It's just passion Someday you'll get it but Today you should not fret, just live in His blood (Just live in His blood) I'm feeling drained now Now I'm going over to the medicine They drown them out, oh God are you proud I should've leaned on you Cause now I'm falling down, on the ground The voices are getting louder, it's bad Bad, the conviction I feel Am I evil cause I feel the wrath The wrath, the opposition I feel is it real I'll try pushing back Turning in my grave but my heart is burning I can't see her face, oh its hurting Now I see the demons for real they're lurking Familiar face I can see you in there smirking Plan plan, it's Gods plan plan Think I don't see it in His hands hands Boy you mad then God can still make some tragic happen Doesn't mean he stopped action It's just passion Plan plan, it's Gods plan plan Think I don't see it in His hands hands Boy you mad then God can still make some tragic happen Doesn't mean he stopped action It's just passion