don't say it ends this way

Please tell me life ain't like this forever Why does getting out of bed have to be such an endeavour? I'm always told that i'm perfect Why do you lie? Hearing fake words come out of your mouth All the fucking time I never wanna try again I just want my life to shut down and end I wish I could be happy forever But I just go back and forth between Clouds and sun Light and darkness Happy to heartless That's how it is I'm fine with it I'm dying inside so don't dare say that it ends this way I'm dying inside and I just don't know what to say Anymore Boats on the shore Leave home pack up again Dropped off again from friends And I don't wanna go But if I went it's not like u would know U would know a single thing about me I bet that u think u know me Just because u heard a couple songs of mine That doesn't mean shit Stop acting like a bitch U wanna be my friend because u heard a song U don't know that you've already done me wrong I don't wanna hear your voice again I don't wanna talk to any of your friends I don't wanna go around with U Because I don't want us to be seen in the same room And I'm sorry it had to come to this But I really wish it didn't have to go to that But it went to that, that, that And it's never gunna come back I'm dying inside so don't dare say that it ends this way I'm dying inside and I just don't know what to say Anymore Boats on the shore Leave home pack up again Dropped off again from friends And I don't wanna go But if I went it's not like u would know anything