losing

I don't wanna get the call That something i did was my fault All i tried to do was help you And all the plans fell right through the floor And u still want so much more (so much more) I'm trying And i'm losing I'm trying to survive it I wonder if they would've known Who i was from the start And if they would've known That i don't have a heart And if they would've known That i'm about to fall apart again It's the fifth time (it's the fifth time) (It's the- it's the) it's the eighth time Wait It's more than that And i've lost track Why would you say that If you didn't mean it How the hell did the whole would come between us We used to be so close But now i just don't know Where'd u go Where are you How i wonder what you're doing I am losing My way Do not call me I won't pick up the phone I say i'm lonely but i like being alone I guess that's just my trait What one do you hate? There's so many to pick from So take one And don't stop running away I don't care what u say (to me) Don't look away from me please I want u to notice me And everything that i'm trying to do for u I don't know what to do I wonder if i'm just better off alone I hate being at home But i'm too scared to go outside Because i just wanna die Why would you say that If you didn't mean it How the hell did the whole would come between us We used to be so close But now i just don't know Where'd u go Where are you How i wonder what you're doing I am losing My way