Apologies

I know that when I say this I might regret it But it's time to say your no longer in my life It might be for the best I guess my family never liked me Do I keep fighting for it Do I just live with it If I live with it might f*ck me up Keep questioning why I was born Was I born to be abused Or was I slapped up, hurt and used Don't want to be living in toxic fused drama Bitch is life and it's full of karma Didn't help me in the slightest I was one of the stars but now I am not the brightest Going to deep but no apologies Your a failure what does that make me I was real from the get-go but that shit stings Gonna run away from home without the keys Five shots take me to the knee's In the void The darkness grows wider Surging through my skin Away with the wind Wherever it takes me Why did I keep on looking for you The light is near But I am living on a tight rope Thin ice, clear but I'd rather freeze Everyday of the week Screw you I need to escape no need to be saved The light is near But I am living on a tight rope Wanna put my feelings in the grave Not myself, I wanna survive I've been through malicious hell Constant pressure if I get that apology I'll bounce back I will smash through every cruel world that I been subjected to Whats going on the world doesn't revolve around you (Around you) Everyone hurts so don't take it out on others If you take it out on me then karma will be waiting for your receipt You made me so introverted Not exploring new pastures Confining in myself Wondering where I went wrong You better listen to what I have to say Cus I put my heart and soul into this song One word is all I want Sorry Every time I walk outside I am hanging on because of dedication Into the career that I chose Knocking down all of my enemies Fixing all the hearts that you broke and left behind Putting them first instead of myself The light is near But I am living on a tight rope Thin ice, clear but I'd rather freeze Everyday of the week Screw you I need to escape no need to be saved Well, I love seeing people happy I prefer them being happier than me I've been always low and wondering I want to be dead But I won't Cus my friends and family will be sad and I don't like them being sad I've always made them sad in the past for the things I've done And that put's and impact on me because I pay the price I just wish I didn't let them down of the choices I've made And I just keep doing it over and over again Haha F*ck They probably had enough of me I just wish I was me The light is near But I am living on a tight rope Thin ice, clear but I'd rather freeze Everyday of the week Screw you I need to escape no need to be saved The light is near But I am living on a tight rope Thin ice, clear but I'd rather freeze Everyday of the week Screw you I need to escape no need to be saved