Feelings (feat. PA.C.FIC)

Baby This is my first ever song that going to be hard for me to say Just found out that my girlfriend won't make it in that hospital bed And that's what the brother said Now my plans that I planned ahead won't come true But who knew There's a light at the end of the tunnel But now you see The tunnel still blocked Damn Blacked out, she's my light when couldn't see shit She entertainer when I was down She was my missing puzzle to my emptiness I still remember the messages we had Saying I love you in every conversation Making me feel complete by your kind words But I am glad this ain't a dream Because if it was a dream I might as well be dead Lay me in that bed Close my eyes and pray to god I never wake up This pain is making me insane I would of booked an aeroplane ticket for you Once you came out of the doctors Drink champagne under the starry night The stars are beautiful as you Didn't anyone tell you that Cus your my everything I am sorry for the pain were going though I am sorry for you I am so sick in the morning I am so bruised in the night You know I am hurt in my feelings I just hope you'll be fine baby This is my first ever song that going to be hard for me to say She feels like everything is falling apart she never wanted to start this life Cuts with a knife Check the pulse Getting slower by the minute She still hasn't woken Eventually, this maybe her last time of revival so goodnight forever Cut the crap Why the f*ck would you abuse your child from the first place Don't become that parent from dark side but it's a bit too late now You had that chance to change I am in rage Everyone she loved has left her side I am terrified for her I feel like I was the only one there for her Hoping love is the medicine to cure her heart condition Which it didn't A musician which ambitions to keep his girl alive Still recognised to do suicide half way through Cus she couldn't take the pain anymore Furthermore (Furthermore) She lost her hope When her friend died in hospital right in front of her eyes When the brother told me she isn't waking up (Waking up) I thought I'll say my goodbyes just in case but let me tell you She's gone now I am so sick in the morning I am so bruised in the night You know I am hurt in my feelings I just hope you'll be fine baby Sometimes I just can't take the pain anymore Losing someone that means something to you is unbelievable Now she isn't reachable anymore (Anymore) Drink one more drink ease pain (Pain) Start that again They say gain that strength that needed to fight this tragedy But I guess it has to be It's been one good month with her and now she's gone (Gone) I wish I give more than I take All of my words are fake I just hate it but instead of changing I sit there and do nothing So if you ask me to change I'll say yes but I won't cus I think It's hard Discard All of my bad memories and make them into lost memories My world is upside so all I want to do is fucking break free yeah I miss you Yo Rong I am so sick in the morning I am so bruised in the night You know I am hurt in my feelings I just hope you'll be fine baby I miss you Yo Rong