Maintain.

Traumatized From the past mistakes That I know I made Still gotta make sure my son straight Wit the foundation That I have laid Not finish yet It's still a work in progress I'm playing my cards And no it isn't spades When life squeeze lemon juice In ya wounds Ion really think you'll want lemonade Ima keep stacking Grinding thru the pain Even though I gotta mask it I was on the bottom Now I'm flipping like a fraction Had some beautiful women But they really distractions I just need a plan For the cheese So I craft it Hate when people Saying what they mean And then retract it Cause if we standing on business Gucci loafs wit the khakis They only wanna ride When they need you Like a taxi Ima get a bag Like I'm planning a vacation Told me she love me She really want a payment The people who close Be the main ones hating When you puttin in work You'll notice the separation When I'm not around What's the picture you be painting Tell me how you feel And don't be capping tryna save it I'd rather keep it playa Than pretend stop playing Really had to get it out the mud All them late nights When they was sleep And I was up Putting in that work But always felt it ain't enough Always gave my trust To people wit that fake love That fake love I know that times gon change People grow apart cause we are not The same My heart done grew so cold Cause I'm so tired Of pain Might seem like I'm straight But I'm just tryna maintain