Overthinking.

Lost and out of touch with reality Tryna find a way to beat the demons I'm battling Snakes in the grass I'm immune to the poison And I peep what's going on so I don't let that rattle me Battle within I'm just fighting for peace Times hard tryna make the weight lighter for me They say go through the dark then it's bright as can be So I just take it on the chin that's the fighter in me See when you Dealing wit stress it's a different anxiety Hard to connect wit people you deal with all of this privately Knowing you can be better but you gotta decide to be Trying not to be depressed and separate from society Hard to forgive myself for all the mistakes If I had a time machine I'd go and change it today Living in the fast had to switch up the pace I can't afford a collision I had to slam on the breaks See you get in ya feelings the positive you ain't hearing it Some pain we deal wit it may not be a cure for it See my pops wasn't there and I really hate that experience Took a vow that's something my son will never experience Huh My uncle been telling I give him motivation I'm disappointed in myself for procrastinating Invested my time in all the wrong women Instead of relationships i should have kept it at sexual relations Be grateful You don't have to worry just be grateful Move forward Don't worry bout the past Repeating Naw You've got to stop all this overthinking Ofcourse im in an awkward situation A constant flux of emotion channeled by meditation The fear of failing from every mistake I've ever made That lead me to this point where i gotta smile just to hide frustration Trying trust in the process was never harder I saw the glass half full and decided to drink the water I put my trust in people I shouldn't have why I bother I got to much to lose I'm a man and also a father But let it show Cause now I know Put energy in the wrong people Will get you low Giving them everything I can But now I hate it They actions not matching what they saying Don't appreciate it I'm looking at them different still taking me for granted Creating fake narratives Ion understand it I don't want no sympathy but why they keep playing wit me Doing the same But expecting different is insanity Be grateful You don't have to worry just be grateful Move forward Don't worry bout the past Repeating Naw You've got to stop all this overthinking Be grateful Grateful Grateful You don't have to worry just be grateful Move forward And don't worry bout the past Repeating Naw You've got to stop all this overthinking