Pain In My Mental

I'm sick of all this pain Now I'm feeling numb Situation getting sticky Like some chewing gum You can't live in yo head Thinking you immune Cause yo actions affect others Who be close to you A symptomatic I'm simply magic Tired of people wit this drama But they been dramatic Only thing I can control is myself Im losing me tryna save you Need to get a hold of myself I know that I can't shelter my son All he wanna do is have some fun On my shoulders this weight weigh a ton All his mama want is all my funds All that bullshit I really am done People dirty I might need a sponge Even Though I spit hot as the sun So if you throw shade know I ain't the one Lately been to myself Don't worry though just leave me be Just tired of cap Because they don't keep the same energy Wolf in sheep clothing Yea I notice Yal some enemies Funny how I appear for you But you just disappear for me Man I miss my bro I feel like crying again Damn I miss my dog Always had my back When my shit was against the wall Ever since you been gone Man it ain't the same at all I still be reminiscing Back when we was playing ball It's a lot for me You meant a lot to me And if they let us hoop in heaven Save a spot for me You know I got you on the court wit the assist I think me you and Kobe would be a big 3 Oou it's lit I'm just tryna make the family proud That's why I'm tryna gone and get it now Gotta do it fore I leave this earth All this blood sweat and tears And I can't throw in the towel They don't know it All the pain a Nigga feeling got me broken I feel like I been fighting For the longest This road can get rocky but I Sylvester Stallone it Damn I miss my dog Damn I miss my dog Look