Rapping In My Head.

She say she love when I sing But I'm a rapper first She say she love the raps too Want me to spit a verse She ask me why I always rap about How much I hurt I say if I can monetize this pain Then the hurt is reversed Well not exactly but that's a whole Other Conversation Been through so much that I think I Deserve Some compensation See in this life it be people that block Ya Concentration But when you realize what's real No time for constant faking A couple women I trusted But then it back fired Tried to make it work Caught my second wind then was Back tired You ever fire somebody but they still Act hired No ride or die cause it's dead All flat tires I need a time machine I have seen So many things And women they really be On some other Life's a mother I wish I could find another Way up out this crazy struggle Meanwhile I just gotta hustle What don't kill you builds more Muscle Now you see me moving in a different lane On the road to riches Quick stop ER cause I'm sick of pain Speak into existence my success be optimistic But it's still hard to live Wit and deal wit all Of this constant change But still repetitive You need a sedative Look at the evidence It's so conclusive You've been reduced to a loser Bright future seem so elusive Yo pockets should be resputia You fell in love wit madusa She try Leaving you frozen stone She stone cold You wasn't pose to love these hoes You broke the code Now I'm searching thru bible verses Everything for a reason But sometimes I feel Uncertain Look I ain't perfect I know I made mistakes But if that is what makes me great Then I guess a little pain won't hurt Me But still I'm hurting They say it's better when preparation Meets Opportunity So this scrutiny Coming from you to me Is not new to me Look if you could see Pass all the women cars and jewelry Then all this foolery Wouldn't be so easily hidden See I aim wit precision We not the same wit commitment So please don't ever cross the king That's a dangerous decision Cause my angles is different To obtain is the mission Obtaining a peace of mind Is worth more in this game than Riches I'm so sick of the liers When they act like they riders Until it's time to get out And start changing the tires But ain't no time to spare I'm sitting here Just tryna find the time to care But I don't care