Trying To Forgive.

Sometimes I hate you I feel like you always make mistakes So much could've been done by now But you procrastinate And it don't help That you always give yo heart to the fake Try to make it work Putting in work they don't appreciate Not to mention it's goals that we've yet to reach Pose to learn from yo mistakes But sometimes we seem to repeat Yea you talented the best I mean no one else can compete But if you still out here struggling How can you make ends meet Hold on what you mean I been trying to figure all this out How long you been feeling this And why you only taking now Why you act like you so perfect You was there when we was down Making stupid decisions Don't act like you just weren't around Ooo aww Now I see Oh now I see Now you wanna play the blame game And put it all on me Obviously you capping But a lot of things that happen Wasn't only on me Now you acting like yo ass was absent I don't know Man hold up Who the f*ck you think you talking too I was trying to give you some talking to I'm really trying to give you constructive criticism That's what I've offered you But now you wanna come Share the fault wit who Look now you want some sympathy Empathy I don't care what you saying You chose to baby mama That wasn't part of my plan But at least we got our son Yea I love my lil man But now you can only see him When they say you can Stupid nigga I know you not talking to me Like you wasn't around When we made them decisions You know how we was When it came to these women I know how it was man I know we had plenty But that ain't the point you focused on them You weren't worried bout nothing else That we was missing Living to fast we really was tripping All of the self love never giving What about all the relationships you sacrificed All that work that you put in To still have lonely nights We was pose to the one To get our family out the hood Now we scrambling Trying to make all yo bullshit right How long has it been Since you seen yo Nigga Jro And you talk to Jalil sometimes But you wanna see him mo Had a couple day ones Now y'all don't speak but Yal was close And the worse part is That Boonie gone and that shit hurt the most Ain done And you got Niggaz in Tennessee you miss What about Miles What about Nyan What about Chico What about dis What about all that shit you think about But you eternalize You talking to me like you got it But Nigga you can't lie Not to me Well let's talk about it Only thing bout that you never listen What about grandma She say she need a new air condition If it wasn't for you lil nigga I would've told her I would get it Stop cutting me off Man f*ck all that You see what I mean you always tripping Man I ain even trying to go that route wit you I'm trying to figure this out detective style But ain got a clue We could honestly just talk about it Long we keep it true Say we both done made mistakes But that don't gotta mean we through So what you saying is Is it we can find a way to forgive Then we can move past all this pain To a better life we can live We can get this money Do it right Get a lil baddie to be our wife Ignore those moving outta spite And get to the bag that sound alright That's what I'm saying That's what I wanna do Cause if we ain't on the same page we both lose So you forgive me And I forgive you But if we can't do it Then we can't move But I want too So you got too And I know Fine I'm wit it bro I forgive you