U Hate It

Tryna figure out I'm not getting how Giving my all but getting let down What is all this about Gotta get it out Internally I'm fighting Believe me girl I'm tryn My ride or die but I'm contemplating bout driving Potential pain don't wanna do this Don't wanna go thru this I should be used to it But you don't deserve For me to just curve Your emotions and put them to the side Just because I been hurt Oooa Wanna give you the best of me And not just the worse But I'm Jaded Under appreciated That's why I'm hesitating All the pain that I had You shouldn't have to pay for my past Naw Jaded Naw Oh no Oh no That's why I'm hesitating And I know u hate it No it ain't yo fault Later we can talk I just need to clear my mind Sorry if I'm off I'm just tryna see If realistically I can Give you my all and not just A piece of me Naw You shouldn't have to pay for the life I lived I shouldn't let that dictate how this is It's not to fault for how they did me But all that pain girl it's so risky What do you do when you broken When you closed off it's hard to be open I'm not tryna say That it's hopeless But I'm hoping You can deal with the fact that I'm Jaded Under appreciated That's why I'm hesitating All the pain that I had You shouldn't have to pay for my past Naw Jaded Naw Oh no Oh no That's why I'm hesitating And I know u hate it