Born To Be (BONUS)

Young woman, I'm crying Young woman, I'm crying I still wanna be for me, what I'm born to be I still wanna fall in love, what I'm gonna see I hope big bros stop taking drugs, this shit foreign to me I put my problems under rugs, when they harming me How do I, how do I tell you I ain't tryna pick a side How do I carry pain when it's on the rise How do I show you love when I'm borderline And I don't wanna put you through it I'm afraid you f*ck with me, then you gon' try to use it All odds against me, but I'm rollin' through it Why the f*ck you brought your gun if you ain't tryna use it We was on the other side, front lines With them guns, who gon' lose a life We gon' show they love the most, we gon' run and hide Who gone pick up and open fire when the opps outside Know this rap to keep, but I'm all alone See you call my phone, I was in that mode I ain't fuckin' with no niggas who ain't tryna slide I seen everybody change, I don't wanna ride I'm by myself, but I got nine, so I call it nina wish I had baby by my side, but she ain't wanna be it And I don't wanna come outside, call me NBA Cause we'll take your life, like I'm DOA I'm out the way, I'm counting money, tryna build a life I think everybody change manipulating lives I know I'ma have to change just to change my life I just talk about my past, how I feel inside I don't care if you don't feel me, you don't gotta ride Cause I know You know somebody wanna take my life And I don't wanna put you through it I'm afraid you f*ck with me, then you gon' try to use it All odds against me, but I'm rollin' through it If you ain't try to use it We was on the other side, front lines with them guns We gon' lose a life, we gon' show they love the most We gon' run and hide, who gon' pick up and open fire When all the opps outside How do I, how do I tell you I ain't tryna pick a side How do I carry pain when it's on the rise How do I show you love on the borderline How do I, how do I tell you I ain't tryna pick a side How do I carry pain when it's on the rise How do I show you love on the borderline And I don't wanna put you through it I'm afraid you f*ck with me, then you gon' try to use it All odds against me, but I'm rollin' through it Why the f*ck you brought yo gun if you ain't tryna use it??? How Do I, How Do I Tell You I Ain't Tryna Pick A Side