Brain Rot

Just another day man trapped in my ways Tryna find my way out but I cannot escape Thinking what's next what's destine for me What do I need to make myself feel complete My life is just a rodeo a show for a crowd Hoping one day I'll have fans yelling on out Scream and they shout Wanting more of me I wanna be proud What do I need to do to fulfill all that now Working hard but I struggle mentally Got some thing to confront get to it eventually I failed that successfully God just keeps on testing me But physically I'm not there Gotta re connect let it click and then I'll repair Tell me what's next I gotta working job But don't seem to connect the other day a truck got robbed Bout to go back to the last on I'll sweep and mop Just for the time being Till my bars take me far far away To the next place where I can live comfortably And I struggle in my mind were everything against me Damn I'm really praying I hope that god really bless me So I can Provide for my family and live life stress free Tell me what is real And what's not I can't even feel Cause my brain rot Tell me what is real And what's not I can't even feel Cause my brain rot Brain rot Never seem to stop Always a constant flow need a key to unlock My true vision I know it's real and I will get it No matter how low I go I'm real with it Always tryna speak my real truth Weather it's for me or you Feelings always poring out Constant feeling sore to Muscles aching People don't realize the pain till they dealing with it No one wants to feel low or pathetic So much regretted Working hard just to spend it Want to just live my life with no one else's business up in it Like is that to hard to ask for Take a trip and get your passport Never look back Lets run for it That's all I ask for What's a real Dream What's the real truth Can you accomplish anything you put your mind to Can you swing for love what that vine do F*** all that lets see what these rhymes do I got a lot to prove so much for a guy who hasn't tried to What's the real meaning of my life S*** not a single sight How much longer I gotta fight S*** till no longer needed right Tell me what is real And what's not I can't even feel Cause my brain rot Tell me what is real And what's not I can't even feel Cause my brain rot