ANXIETY

I blame it on aw shit yeah I blame it on all the anxiety You keep on expecting from me And the pressure increase And it's defiantly tiring You judge and the jury You tryin me Just like the rest of society I be in need of a breath of fresh air Cause I swear None of this shit is inspiring All of these battles n wars had reopened some wounds That keep bleeding I never got treated I don't be trusting a soul Cuz the nature of humans is evil They always misleadin I guess it was my fault for thinking That you gonna move how I move I'm admittedly foolish Now I step back every time They be showing me signs Like thank god I already been through this Already been through this shit like Aw shit yeah I blame it on all the anxiety This song is for anyone smiling To cope But be suffering quietly I know the feeling of feeling like Nothing you do is enough but you steady keep pushing I know the feeling of feeling like You must be so outta touch But you literally wasn't Maybe it's just repercussions Or karma for all of our actions Or Maybe it's deeper Maybe it's vices we dress up Disguising them as a distraction We'd rather not speak of Well what do I know I'm just a vessel Experiencing life while I live through these moments Searching for answers to questions I already know Like k you already know this I already know this shit like Aw shit ya I blame it on all the anxiety Does it make me selfish For craving someone else To really confide in me Maybe it stems from a deeper connection That's rooted from how I was raised as a child I ain't have my father I lived with grandmother I always wished I had somebody around That's prolly why I had allowed Disloyalty from those that I kept inside of my circle Your lessons can turn into blessings Soon as you realize that they help you They ain't there to hurt you Swimming in circles Seeing in purple Lately I been out here searching for peace Now I only pour in the cups of the people I love That be pouring they love into me That all that I need I swear