November Forever

November forever No NV Still Running on empty Play your part don't tempt me I've been on my shit Like they ain't focused on me Why would I take hints When they was Sposed to show me Bitches on my hip Like there's a holster on me But I can't forget They wasn't Sposed to know me I ain't always rap But I have always been a master of my craft If it isn't picture perfect Than the picture wouldn't last So why would I put my name on something That I built to fast Swear it's always gonna crack When you heart is made of glass So I started livin slow The ones I love are dyin fast It's been hard to gain control So I'm just hoping I don't crash But if I do I pray it's quick n painless Now I can't lie I always wanted to be rich n famous But all the stories that I heard has left that image tainted Cuz what they say is I'll be losing everyone I came with N everybody that I love will turn to distant strangers Shit if it does I mean I guess I couldn't really blame em But This is something you won't get Until you live it N you sacrifice your minutes Put in all your heart n soul While you just prayin someone listens Cuz you know if they can hear what you can hear when you be spittin Than they prolly start to look a little different When you present But it's all good Cuz shit I know where I'll be headed Gave them stories from my past Although I much rather forget it I just finished half n half N I'm already on my second record Competition drop but I ain't feeling pressure Them boys been rappin half they life n still ain't gettin better (givin effort) Meanwhile I'm out here trynna pass up all my predecessor's N Paying homage to the ones that shoulda never left us That list is equal to the rappers that still need to catch up This shit ain't sweet They need to muster up some extra effort Boy I already know my worth You couldn't serve me lesser I went from battling depression Always chasing pleasure To embracing every second That I get to treasure The most expensive thing in life Is time you spend together So I can't wait until I make we can spend together I'm 24 n yes of course I'm only getting better So if I die at least I know my words gone live 4 ever Patience patience My grandmas words keep playin Although you're so far gone You're the first that came Forever keep that pain