i guess not

Hold me Cause you're my one and only The only one who knows me Cause you're the one who showed me who I am But something Feels a little lonely And now I feel you slowly Leaving letting go of me and I can't Why are you leaving where'd you go I can't believe it screaming no I think I'm getting Deja Vu But something off about it though I try to reach your hand it's cold All of the heat you had is gone Baby you're someone I can't lose So why have I felt this before I feel my heart start beating faster Feel my body heating up I can't tell if this an attack If so ain't I been beat enough I hear the room it's getting louder Hear the sound of my alarm That's when I realize you ain't leaving You weren't there right from the start Open my eyes in the real world I don't know how I should feel world I ain't got no other outlet so music the only that I can deal world I tried to keep it inside but that love is just something I cannot conceal world They see the look in my eyes and I'm sure they can tell that I don't wanna heal world Cause healing mean moving on letting go And healing mean someone else at the door And honestly would I be ready to hear someone knocking and not see her I don't know I guess that's the price that you pay when you get it for free but you act like you going broke All that I want it I got it and then I got scared of the feeling so now it's just up in smoke Hold her In my head till my soul hurts I can't accept it's over And I don't want the closure no I don't Shoulda told her I always woulda chose her I didn't now it's colder Than ever cause I broke her now she gone She got the eyes that make your breath stop She got the body that make your bed rock She got goals in life She work overnight Already knowing she got her head locked Miss Make It Happen so if she want it she got it Won't be no but if about it and that's deadstop She got the talent to be whatever she wanna be How'd I have her in front me not stand by it She was a blessing to me I can't lie I was a burden to her I can't lie Standing in hell with another woman Flying throughout the heavens with her And now I can't try See the memories thinking of all the things I let die Girl I let cry is gone now I can't find Everybody telling me she was gon be ya best shot Thought I learned the lesson before well now I guess not Hold me Cause you're my one and only The only one who knows me Cause you're the one who showed me who I am But something Feels a little lonely Cause now you're really gone I see But I'm not letting go