not like this

It's a lot of ways that my life coulda went Ion know how it really got like this Ion know how the story drop like this Anything else please not like this It's a lot of days in my life that I miss Ion think I ever felt lost like this Been cold but I never felt frost like this Anything else please not like this I guess imma take the blame for it Strong enough to take it so I guess I'm made for it I been trynna fix the situation make a way for it Who I'm kidding this my doing now I gotta pay for it ya dig And I don't really got too much to say for it I'm at mercy of the time it take to make a change for it I been chugga chuggin bottles like I gotta train for it Trynna juggle these emotions I been getting hate for it ya dig I'm trynna find the way back to the one I'm needing To the one who looked past the flaws I was holding when I was bleeding The one who was everything I could want a woman to be and The one who I only see in the night when I'm in a dream and Somehow I keep getting stuck on the way back I'm going in loops at max speed on a racetrack They talking bout memories we got I just gotta fake laugh The life that I wanted is always one that I can't have Why I don't even know all I know is It's a lot of ways that my life coulda went Ion know how it really got like this Ion know how the story drop like this Anything else please not like this It's a lot of days in my life that I miss Ion think I ever felt lost like this Been cold but I never felt frost like this Anything else please not like this You only want answers you can't get They usually all that matter in a mood like this Keep fighting against yourself and then you might split Then maybe the other half would be the truth I get You already know the truth why you move like this Cause honestly being blind just make the room so bliss And what if I got it wrong she knew I grew up quick You already know she prolly thinking you ain't Imma talk to you later Hopefully then you won't just be hater Just want me to give up so that you can take her I know how the game don been played you a faker Man what am I doing tell me what I'm saying I'm losing my mind and I know that they hate it I'm asking myself how I got here but face it The life that I'm living it's just my creation And honestly I already know why I'm here but It's a lot of ways that my life coulda went Ion know how it really got like this Ion know how the story drop like this Anything else please not like this It's a lot of days in my life that I miss Ion think I ever felt lost like this Been cold but I never felt frost like this Anything else please not like this It's a lot of ways that my life coulda went I think I'm the reason that it got like this I took all the pieces made em drop like this Then prayed it would change please not like this It's a lot of days in my life that I miss Ion think I ever felt lost like this Been cold but I never felt frost like this Anything else please not like this Girl what am I doing think I'm bout to lose it and all over you All over you Not thinking about me but you number one no you not number two You not number two I been having trouble with coming to terms you got somebody new Got somebody new It's gon be a while before I get out get somebody too Get somebody too Get somebody