only if you knew

I don't know what I'm doing Confused and I'm lucid The mirror made me lose it Secluded I'm stupid Girl only if you knew How much I'm needing you (Oh My God) What we had left in ruins No movement I blew it It's nothing left to do when You choosing The blueprint Girl only if you knew What was I thinking leaving you (Oh My God) What is there to get back to Every other day I get more bad news ya know And I can't ever seem to look past you But you ain't looking back and that's a honest sad truth ya won't And it was always simple when I had you So why I up and leave and try to claim I had to ya don't I sit alone just hoping you would crash through I dream about it happening but when I snap boom ya gone I don't wanna go too far But I don't wanna fall too low Thinking bout you might be hard It's impossible to let you go I don't wanna fall apart I really wanna hold out hope Can I let it all out in your arms Don't wanna stay here all on my Own it this what you chose And yea it's not shattered But it's still broken right Ya feel hopeless words been unspoken Sitting there choking time keep on rolling right You get close to getting yo closure Deep in yo soul it's not what you wanted right You dissociate in that room Cause she still ain't holding you when you folding right You hope maybe it's all a phase And you ain't to late to make it all golden right You go crazy feel your heart breaking But you keep saying it's still not over right Realize lately life don been faded You been so jaded went and lost focus right It's so draining so you start praying That she don't hate you cause she ain't told you right I don't know what I'm doing Confused and I'm lucid The mirror made me lose it Secluded I'm stupid Girl only if you knew How much I'm needing you (Oh My God) What we had left in ruins No movement I blew it It's nothing left to do when You choosing The blueprint Girl only if you knew What was I thinking leaving you (Oh My God) I try to find solutions They useless I'm clueless The mirror told the truth when It drew it I'm losing Girl only if you knew How much I'm needing you What we had left in ruins No movement I blew it It's nothing left to prove when You choosing The blueprint Girl only if you knew What was I thinking leaving you Only if you knew (knew, knew) Only if you knew (knew, knew) Only if you knew (knew, knew) Only if you knew (knew, knew, knew, knew) Only if you knew (knew, knew) Only if you knew (knew, knew) Only if you knew (knew, knew) Only if you knew (knew, knew, knew)