Cloud 9

I'm on cloud nine Wasting away all of my time But it's alright Know That I'm never good enough I'm so happy Living the way I always should And I'm never coming down Became so toxic to another Always ended under covers And now we wait to see If it ends up like before I don't know if this is real You got eyes that's made to kill But I've got something to say, say I figured I should've mentioned How much better off I am Without all your fucked up intentions Your words were clouding me I sat back and I accepted But no I didn't regret it You taught me lessons that I hated My worst enemy So tell me lies, tell me lies We both know it's not alright You see I don't really care Cause I'm too high to fucking try I'm on cloud nine Wasting away all of my time But it's alright Know That I'm never good enough I'm so happy Living the way I always should And I'm never coming down Tell me how we got lost in the fire Walking through hell when our love expired You wanna stay fighting but I'm too tired We can't keep on living like this Man I'm so fucking sick of this shit Didn't have to do it but I let you go Can't hold on if we're dying slow I just had to say it so Tell me lies, tell me lies We both know it's not alright You see I don't really care Cause I'm too high to fucking try I'm on cloud nine Wasting away all of my time But it's alright Know That I'm never good enough I'm so happy Living the way I always should And I'm never coming down Been so fucked up Can't feel a thing with all these drugs In my system Know that I'm burning up in flames I don't care now You can watch me wither away But I'm never coming down