Until I Wake

Can you tell me what I'm doing wrong I've been praying but they just don't stop In my mind, it's going back and forth so I think Ima snap Take a step back Leave me here alone Like you did it in the past And you don't feel regret Dropping me dead I don't feel at home when somebody's in my bed I'll be living like a castaway Drinking every weekend but to me, it's just another day Please don't hit my phone it stays on DND until I wake Keeping all my money inside of a bottle Paying back the feelings I shouldn't have borrowed But look at me 'cause I'm here now Drowned out my emotions now You won't hear a single sound Why are they grabbing hold of me When they said not to come around Too faced, too late, cause I'm out of options now My hearts freezing over since the warmth was never growing It stays cold inside my system you would think that it was snowing There's no one that has me melted And for that, I stay indebted To my trauma not forgetting You can't tell me that I never fucking meant it You are entering the mind of a daydreamer So, please Enjoy the show