Ever Know ?

I told you my life in secret And you put my past in the public I treated you like my heart beat I guess it's time for a transplant I guess it's time for a new dance 'Cause this one's starting to get old It don't hit the same no more Sparks don't fly the same no more Will you ever know How long it took me to heal from you I was so numb I could not feel I was so foolish to think that this was real Will you ever know The pressure's getting worser Will you ever know The pressure's getting worser Will you ever know The pressure's getting worser Will you ever know The pressure's getting worser See I know You don't wanna grow But I wanna grow So I must let you go Even though I want you around Your ego chokes my throat Hurts to see you destruct But I can't help you no more The pressure done got worser I can't help you no more The pressure done got worser I can't help you no more The pressure's starting to loosen Baby, I can't help you no more You gotta go 'Cause you'll never know Will you ever know How long it took me to heal from you I was so numb I could not feel I was so foolish to think that this was real I was so numb I could not feel I was so foolish to think that this was real