Awake

I am awake I am breathing, and yet walking against I'm singing a deadly hymn with a choir full of dead There's sickness ahead Reaching the end of the road, while cleaning myself with no soap On a river, I made, with my own tears, and my own fears Many years ago, before my eyes got dry Before I wanted a response Now I am in gray, watching dead nature Begging for love, and looking for more I am awake, lucid dreaming, the real world is hell At least here I can hear my own, no sins, no spleen Clarity like water No one to blame, no even the manslaughter I am awake, I am on the river, on the bay Losing faith in humans as usual I'm waiting for her (For the death) the skeleton lady to take me away I'm reaching receiving Increasing, listening radios The sun the moon, I'm leaving this world I have no more hope I am awake, I am awake... awake