Letter From a Broken Heart

Got to catch a breather, my heart been wheezing Overthinking so long, affects my sleepin' I gotta stay on point, my family, they need me I miss them old days, them sorta kinda cold days When brody played the crib, now he smoke za, make it go away I lost my cousin, 2022, that year was throwaways I lost part of my heart, now I think why he had to go that day I saw him on his back, it hurt I used to write down feelings, jot emotions, write a verse But I'll die for the fam, I'll take time for the fam Whichever way it go, you know I'd rather stick to the plan I know life get hard, when I shed some tears I pour dark in my cup, so I can seal my fears I been used, backstabbed, accept the terms to heal Then sacrificed a whole lot, so you know I'm real Driving to the funeral, I was crying lightly No pain describes a lost arguments anything slightly He grillin' rude, but this chop he'll carry so politely They wanna snake, they mans, they'll never put fist up to fight him Got to catch a breather, my heart been wheezing Overthinking so long, affects my sleepin' I gotta stay on point, my family, they need me How I'ma check out my brothers steady pleading Like, keep your head on a swivel, Dot, we need you No doubt, bro, I love your soul, I'll bleed for you If it's right, I'll go, but wrong, what's the reason to They feel a way when you treat them how they been treating you Whispers behind my back, not irritated We carry pain, but lack on motivation Remember washing, Reebok, up in my basement Now I go to Bloomies, spend a bag with blues But I'm not racist See this struggle is real and what's not real won't last I'd rather surround myself with who I know gon' blast So, Lord, forgive me for the sins I committed and still commit Letter from a broken heart But I don't think this boutta be I don't think this finished right here This might need a part two It's pain Y'all feel that? Everything gonna be okay