Toxic

Sometimes I scare myself, how careless I can be When I want something I get it, anyhow anyway I'm with it Consequences ended cause I quit em, excuse to do whatever action I find satisfaction for the minute that Im livin in Actually not a damn I be given, I'll be damned if I'm giving in Lack supervision, grew up always wishing Left to my own devices, don't react with submission Smack you, knock you down like discount price demolished competition It's ridiculous how frivolous I'm living Hope God's got forgiveness, can I get a witness Only he could judge me, now I do what I can With the hand he's giving me, exquisitely put together prescriptions remedies, always been a friend to me Always a choice, another option, my conscience adopted A locked in box type of cautious attitude I walk with Through all the losses, the clock's ticking, the talking, it just doesn't stop It's not shocking when I hit rock bottom, bottom out Got trust issues and I doubt everything I've ever heard coming out somebody's mouth When it rains, it pours, when you live in a leaky house Got a glass jaw, figure it out, need me to draw it out, I'll brawl you out but you'ld call the law and call me out, I'm too proud to ever run that kind of route I'm a powerhouse, put your power out, look on your face, sour pout you go and you coward out, you know what that's all about You never know the things that go on under your nose and so on In front of your face, you get a taste of how people put a show on Behind your back, you're blind to facts People's tactics, antics, flippin the truth around As if it were gymnastics, they stretch it out, elastic They fake like plastic, I ain't gotta act I lay down facts like I lay down ass on my mattress The masks never last, I have on my hazards used to accidents, the tragic, that happens, it's blasphemous Happiness ain't something you can have Comes in moments like bein in love, doesn't last Dust to dust, ash to ash Lost my path, moving forward, looking back But I got a knack , for keepin my eyes open So I'd see you creepin, it's hopeless Don't get your hopes up, stay focused Hocus Pocus, Spell on you, Tattoo, No undos, Permanent glue, Stuck with me, sucks to be you Cause I'm a psycho Ain't no tellin how high these heights go Fuckin rights, bro Ive learnt to watch out for the thoughtless Contradicting, obnoxious people I'm just obviously not gonna let them walk all over me I got this, I'm a hot mess No locksmith, can open my heart Don't get me started, I'd tare yours apart Mind full of matter and body of art Don't really matter, it's all in the dark Call me a marksman Don't think that I ain't got no other options You the type of dude that make a good girl toxic I guess I'm toxic I guess I'm toxic I guess I'm toxic