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Stayin' up, thinkin' about what I said I didn't say enough Yeah, you know that's my bad And now I'm sayin what Whatever's on my mind You did everything I said but at the wrong time, yeah Did the right things at the wrong time Yeah, you know that I'm scared I'll hit a flat line, yeah Cause that's what happened last time Awe yeah right, like yeah right Yes, I tried a therapist but that shit do not work for me You know I've been suicidal since I was seventeen Baby, I've been in my head Lately, been rethinking things I know whatever I said wouldn't change a damn thing I know whatever we had, I lost it I make so much money, I don't care about what the cost is Ay, am I good or am I bad I don't really care cause lately I've been in my bag You know I'd leave for a better place But I don't wanna leave when I see your face Cause you make all of my pain go away I wish all of this pain would go away Stayin' up, thinkin' about what I said I didn't say enough Yeah, you know that's my bad And now I'm sayin what Whatever's on my mind You did everything I said but at the wrong time, yeah Did the right things at the wrong time, Yeah, you know that I'm scared I'll hit a flat line, yeah Cause that's what happened last time Awe yeah right, like yeah right I see everybody happy, tell me when's it my turn I've been lost in your thoughts, put me on the back burner I don't wanna seem so selfish but I can't help it I know whatever I say wouldn't change a damn thing Am I really too far Cause I thought what we had was perfect Then you went and threw it all away I'd give anything up to stay right here But could I even blame you if you don't stay right here You know I'd leave for a better place But I don't wanna leave when I see your face Cause you make all of my pain go away I wish all of this pain would go away Stayin' up, thinkin' about what I said I didn't say enough Yeah, you know that's my bad And now I'm sayin what Whatever's on my mind You did everything I said but at the wrong time, yeah Did the right things at the wrong time Yeah, you know that I'm scared I'll hit a flat line, yeah Cause that's what happened last time Awe yeah right, like yeah right