Said I Wouldn't Do This

Why these women be jaded Why these niggaz be hating Man it's getting my nerves and honestly I been patient And my mind won't stop racing Few people notice my greatness But still i can't get complacent I know Might give ya girlfriend a ride Don't let me be her uber driver Then She'll be mine before arriving Then drop her off like it's all good She'll hit my line when you tired And fall asleep then she'll hit me and il arrive really quiet Like sshhh See how silence the hating Notice my tolerance fading Whoever gave me tuition for college want payments Lies told people making provocative statements I been tryna get my life together Nobody cares they see you hurting they be like wherever But that's expected look just king me kinda like it's checkers To my opponents just imagine you could see me... you'd like the pleasure Look I know I said i wouldn't do this But venting helps surprise the pain I wish I could remove it The lies told The lies told The wise grow Then the eyes o... pen up then you realize foes Who facading Snakes in disguise they be camouflaging Got me bobbing and weaving look like I'm exercising These poeple actors no script man they just be improvising Really out for self but in ya face act like they sympathizing Just me and my son a two bed room apartment Wish I him all the time but let's not get me started I just play the hand I'm dealt don't you ever discard it Just give me my credit or cash me out how you wanna charge it What's the status I'm just tryna get my cabbage And I'm tryna break some habits That I had from way way back And if you didn't get the memo please do not open the package Cause inside there'll a bomb for all you hating on the savage 21 Times I am the one wit the infinite rhymes Thought I was sleep but I'm up in my mind Not even sleeping like half of the time I wanna go off and marry a dime Back to the crib and I give her the pine Would make a movie she forgot her lines These people really don't want you to shine But I don't care cause it's fueling the grind Start from the bottom I call it the climb Got that off my chest cause I'm feeling inclined You get to the top you try not to decline