Used to Be

I know I gotta past but my future looking bright as ever It ain't gone rain forever you won't be in pain forever And I was moving wrong to make it right I had to write this letter Just keep yo head up my nigga it's gone get better my nigga But ain never picked my battles hard body imma fight whatever So when it's bad Ion see it how I used to see To walk in my blessings I had to bury who I used to be I got ways I'm trynna bury A cross I'm trynna carry And it be getting heavy Ion be knowing if I'm ready I got old ways And I got wounds still open from my childhood So it be hard to stay focused keep my mind good But making music keep me sane and they showing love but I'm so used to getting pain And I'm just waiting for the rain but I made it through the rough It take a lot for me to hurt and even more for me to trust And when I lost I was dolo when I won it was us was at the bottom But being at the bottom made me tough It made me hard body And since a baby I been hard body They my problems til I pray and now they God problems And what a feeling when you chilling knowing God got you And through the mud he show you mercy and love So no matter what you did via murder or you sold crack You think you lost yo soul God can always get to soul back It's Ke Jack I know I got a past but my future looking bright as ever It ain't gone rain forever you won't be in pain forever And I was moving wrong to make it right I had to write this letter Just keep yo up head up my nigga it's gone get better my nigga But I ain't never picked my battles hard body Ima fight whatever So when it's bad Ion see it how I use to see To walk in my blessing I had to bury who I used to be I had to bury who I use to be bury how I used to act Cut some people close to me they was never good for Jack And cause I rap everybody think they good with Jack But Ion even hate love it just be the fake love Cause people get to faking when they think you bout to make it But back when this was basic they ain't want no conversation now they clocking me They ain't supporting me but they watching me I'm watching them vibes give me secret Animosity and jealousy I'll never go off what they telling me They want the best for them they don't really want the best for me I'm trynna kill the old me to do it God testing me And this a newer me so to the younger me it's Rest In Peace I had to better me grow up be a better me But right or wrong I'm on my brother side I'll never leave And became a legend in my hood without no felonies Was making a difference before I even made a melody I know I got a past but my future looking bright as ever It ain't gone rain forever you won't be in pain forever I was moving wrong to make it right I had to write this letter Just keep yo up head up my nigga it's gone get better my nigga But ain never picked my battles hard body imma fight whatever So when it's bad I don't see it how I use to see To walk in my blessings I had to bury who I used to be