Cold Sweat

Wakin' up in cold sweat I ain't talkin' and I hear what you said God damn girl get out my head I still see your silhouette hangin over my bed Shout out J Cole I ain't never had a role model Only one I know always reaching for a full bottle Never goin slow livin life feinin for more throttle Thank god I made it home Told my brother know his bros' got him I always knew you were lying when you with me Didn't wait a second before you started to diss me Thinkin' back to the days You would tell me that you missed me Now we in the grey I'll never know when it will hit me Nothings felt right Since the day that you left But I guess you really meant what you said Swear to god that you were just in a dress Now I'm down for the count thinkin' 'bout what's next (yeah) Now I'm movin on Pray to god that I forget about you Finally I'll find out For real If I can live without you Soul gone numb Guess I'm back to the dark side Now I'm on my own Fight alone through these dark times Never had no help before So ain't no way I'll need it now Pen fighting pain Brain to the paper bleed it out Rage make decisions for me Gettin hard to keep it down The smoke clouded my vision But I think I see it clearer now We go around in circles til we get to the start Then we ignore it Girl I know it ends up breaking your heart Before you know it I get going And I'm out it your yard I'm torn apart but u don't know it Can't see my tears in the dark Thinkin' back to to day that we met Shit I wish I never got ur texts Goddamn girl give it a rest It's been a minute since we've been at our best