Times Like This

All this pain but no hatred in my heart Light the room up Ill still feel dark All these Ls I took know button to hit restart Before I was born I was cursed from the start Where I'm from fiens shooting up fiening All alone by my self fighting demons All alone full of drugs steady leaning Living life with out my kids it's hard to see it How I'm depressed even when I'm having fun So much pain it got my body so numb It's Hard to sleep so I'm up before the sun Game leaf so much smoke in my lung's Nobody to catch me so I'm holding on Left my mama in third grade I been on my own I pray to god please protect my soul The devil on me and he want me doing wrong Keep going you only lose when you give up Why do we fall so we can learn to pick are self up They took advantage of my love then they left me stranded Even on my best days I still feel abandoned I had to sleep in my cell wit a bunky It's Friday I hope I'm free by Monday Locked in a county with Covid and had no doctors Thinking like a million niggas wore these same boxer