09:35 AM / PRETENDING NOTHINGS WRONG

Waking on a whiskey haze Sleeping, we can f*ck both ways Hope I didn't call you late Remember, now you run away How I'd get home? Where's the damn phone? Turn onto my side, I'm straight Wallet's by the bed, I'm safe Stop the fuckin' world, I'm flayed What a fuckin' mess I've made Nights that sabotage my days Maybe that's the way I'm made A Jeep that never had no brakes, no Can't make it to the bed till the weight's gone Praying I'm a man when I wake up When I wake up Pretending nothing's wrong Pretending nothing's wrong When all the time your pain goes on Vocal at the bathroom, wait Swore I wouldn't wake up late Slip into the past, it's faith Fingers in my throat, fish bait And that's the eggs gone And that's the legs gone Forehead on the floor, I'm straight Face against the tiles, I'm saved Stop the fuckin' world, I'm flayed What a fuckin' mess I've made What a fuckin' mess I've made Pretending nothing's wrong Pretending nothing's wrong When all the time your pain goes on Don't look now but your loneliness is showing It's in your face, girl, the heartaches are glowing "Hello?" "Alright, bro-man, story man?" "Well the hell were you last night?" "Where the f*ck were we? I don't even know we are, were man" "Where did you go bro?" "You said you were going to the toilet, you just disappeared" "Oh Jesus, man" "You said you were going to the toilet, disappeared" "Was I with someone or by myself? I don't fucking remember anything bro" "You're a madman, you know that yeah?" "No, I'm gonna die" "That's what you get for mixing drinks, you gotta stop mixing the drinks" "Jesus Christ man, I don't fucking remember anything, I'm gonna die" "Hey, I told you we were going" "You still alive?" "No"