Push Back

To the ledge pushing me to the ledge Tried to push em foward they held me back instead The voices in my head the voices in my head Bring up those memories that I've begun to dread The words i never said Actions i never did Tried to buy more time But i underbid Now hates taken resident And im getting to use to sin The door to my heart was open The devil walked right in And now its pushing me Oh now its pushing me Keep pushing ima be push back No cap just nothing but ya durag Life done painted me blue back I cant just sit back and take that I cant let myself get caged in Cant be swallowed up by this hatred Taking the high road is too hard Its easier walk with Satan I befriended all of my demons We been sitting back just scheming Done cut off friends and family Too often they plotted against me I gotta do this oh so lonely Honestly cant trust nobody And when did let em in they changed up So cant let noone around me Nobody's born a killer You just play with cards they've been dealing They tell ya supress those feelings Mostly cause they dont wanna hear it They don't undertand that Dont push if you aint ready for push back