T.I.L.T.

Feelin' so lost Feelin' so lost without you Without you Feelin' so lost Feel so lost Feel so lost without you Gotta treat it like therapy Time to treat it like therapy Gotta treat it like therapy I been on tilt Time to treat it like therapy Know I'm on tilt Gotta treat it like therapy When I'm on tilt Gotta treat it like therapy Gotta treat it like therapy When I'm on tilt Gotta treat it like therapy I just cried my first two tears in three years Safe to say that was overdue Some would say I broke down I would say I broke through How'd I reach this clarity without therapy That's what she asked me Sometimes it feels really embarrassing I been had my head underwater I could write a tragedy To be or not to be That's a verse from Hamlet I'm in the church Lifting off these curses Holy pamphlets Approach me with the right questions I give you hard answers Nah, you ain't hear me dawg I give you heart answers I give you long stanzas I give you two chances And back in middle school We used to watch Hannah Montana I know that seems random But what I'm saying is Sometimes I feel like a superstar that's throwing Disney tantrums They try to tempt the masses I try and tame the cancer Quand c'est, Quand c'est, what the song say And I like all my mermaids blacker than my coffee canister Having thoughts about when I'ma break the family up You know the brotherhood But we getting older now No more cold shoulders now It's time to spread wings Try some new things We moved to LA to make the scene shake We moved to LA to make the bank break Private handshakes for sentimental keepsakes Gotta treat it like therapy Time to treat it like therapy Gotta treat it like therapy I been on tilt Time to treat it like therapy Know I'm on tilt Gotta treat it like therapy When I'm on tilt Gotta treat it like therapy Gotta treat it like therapy When I'm on tilt Gotta treat it like therapy It's like I had to lose myself to find myself It's like a memory you can't forget But this multi-hyphenate is flooding through your pipe again Really I'm a beast boy No need to check the licenses, uh Sometimes I feel too special I wanna be everybody's everything But still have boundaries I wanna be siamese Come join to the hip to learn about all your extremities I ask, is that mature of me? I never had an OG or a big bro But somehow I never ended up a lost soul I realized I got a calling It's to lead the way I was scared So I retreated to a dormant place I found safety in the shadows but that's no escape I finally leveled up my life like I'm supposed to do And shoutout to my friend from the 312 I'm glad we reconnected Cause I really missed your deep affection I'm just loving through the imperfections Tossing and turning through these imperfections I'm just learning through my imperfections I'm just yearning for some pure perception I'm just loving through my imperfections I'm just learning through the imperfection And I'm still learning So bare with me Gotta treat it like therapy Time to treat it like therapy Gotta treat it like therapy I been on tilt Time to treat it like therapy Know I'm on tilt Gotta treat it like therapy When I'm on tilt Gotta treat it like therapy Gotta treat it like therapy When I'm on tilt Gotta treat it like therapy I treat everybody too professional I put the text message all in Grammarly Vanish mode the DM they can't handle me They ask me what I do for fun I turn around and make a pun Turn these rappas to my sons Cause everybody know BIG FREEZY got it Everybody wanna come and chill on BIG FREEZY island Tryna keep my heart in a city that is so flawed Swimming in the deep waters Making friends with the sharks Tryna stay faithful and pure And just play my part And stay with the art I be dodging lil shawty and it breaks my heart But the way that I maneuver I need me a shawty that study law Since an embryo, I been had the world in awe Since a fetus boy, you know I been defying odds Pregnant pause for the breech birth Touched down feet first Huh, I been doing deep work The culture got evil eye dangling round they neck Aye look I really mean no disrespect Those empty amulets is spiritual incest They spiritual insects You praying to detect the wicked prospects The glory from Shekinah I lay prostrate like prosthetics on a diabetic Dianetics run rampant in a city where they dialect-ing Holy Spirit on me Jesus wept; I cried a river Gotta treat it like therapy I been on tilt Time to treat it like therapy Know I'm on tilt Gotta treat it like therapy When I'm on tilt Gotta treat it like therapy Gotta treat it like therapy When I'm on tilt Gotta treat it like therapy