Alone

Creeping with my mask on, so alone H-how come all these friends, never call my phone Only making sense when I'm in the bag I don't feel emotion, anymore Stepping out in black, matching with the crow Freezing up my heart, now it cold as stone Saying that they care, don't believe em tho I be doing me, I don't do nowt else I don't feel emotions, anymore Feeling like a prisoner, to my mind Dunno where to look, dunno where to stand Wonder where the button is, override If I die young, well it's been a ride Lived my life true, tried to never lie Knowing that I'm tapped fully in my mind I don't really care, cos it's who I am I ain't never blazed, no I'm never stoned When I do the speed I don't feel alone If I'm outta sight, then outta mind No one ever thinks well, is Khade alright Staying in my head, staying in my zone I ain't playing games, never caught alone Staying with my mate, staying with my steel Only way I'm calm, only way I heal Creeping with my mask on, so alone How come all these friends, never call my phone Only making sense when I'm in the bag I don't feel emotion, anymore Stepping out in black, matching with the crow Freezing up my heart, now it cold as stone Saying that they care, don't believe em tho I be doing me, I don't do nowt else No one wants to die, but it's part of life Train yourself to feel, that it's all alright Teach yourself to weaponise, all the hate Then you got the power, all victory Life is never kind, life is never fair That is why a God, I could not believe in I ain't saying that I'm either right or wrong The trauma makes it hard, to try get along I live my own way, I don't live by rules I cannot feel, I don't how I feel Money is legit, I be paying tax I don't need the extra stress, in mi life I ain't gonna lie, man I might be blessed All I know is there are demons, in my head Never been depressed, never suicide But the demons got me thinking bout a homicide I don't feel emotions, anymore Feeling like a prisoner, to my mind Dunno where to look, dunno where to stand Wonder where the button is, override If I die young, well it's been a ride Lived my life true, tried to never lie Knowing that I'm tapped fully in my mind I don't really care, cos it's who I am Creeping with my mask on, so alone How come all these friends, never call my phone Only making sense when I'm in the bag I don't feel emotion, anymore Stepping out in black, matching with the crow Freezing up my heart, now it cold as stone Saying that they care, don't believe em tho I be doing me, I don't do nowt else