The Mask

This is not a fucking cry for help.I'm just trying to explain myself.My heart is racing at a dangerous speed.I tried to save you one million times,It was just a waste of my fucking life.I didn't think to save my fucking self.I didn't think that I could feel inside,A sweeping loss of my fucking prideI didn't know this was inside of me.How could I have known that I could feel this wayNot a single ounce of pride is left inside of me.I don't know what fucking bothers me moreThe anger I feel, or the way that I adore it.If you don't need me,Then I don't need myself.And we can both fucking burn in hell.Fuck you for not needing meWhen I fucking needed youFuck me for not needing youWhen you fucking needed meNow that I lost my disguise,I see a blur in my eyes,I've let myself get the best of meNow that I lost my disguise,I see a blur in my eyes,I can no longer fucking see.I'm not insane, but I am fucking insaneYou should have seen the look in my eye.I'm not insane, but I am fucking insaneYou never should have spoken to me.Your biggest mistake,Was knowing meMy biggest mistake,Was being me.