Die Tomorrow

Feel like I will die tomorrow Feel like I will cry tomorrow Feel like I will drown my sorrows Feel like I will die tomorrow I've accepted it I'll be fine I just wish I had way more time Think of laughter Still be there In our memories that we shared I remember watching you grow up from just a baby I was there you waddled you chuckled it was amazing Your smile would flair me up you're a toddler then a teenager Go for hikes around the country see swans and the lovely lakes and Buy you what you wanted I'd hold you when things were painful Find out from the doctor there's problems I can't explain it If I'm not there no longer just know that you always made me If I'm not there to comment I'm overlooking Your angel Love you as a daughter I love you as a son I'd love a hug once more but What comes will soon be done It comes to us not all once So love the days your up Don't run from it be thoughtful I love you all so much Be silly kind and be patient Be willing cry and be grateful Be civil try and do greatness Be different rise and don't waste it Don't give your time to delayers See cliffs and thrive in mistakes made Feel like I will die tomorrow Feel like I will cry tomorrow Feel like I will drown my sorrows Feel like I will die tomorrow I've accepted it I'll be fine I just wish I had way more time Think of laughter Still be there In our memories that we shared I've been having these premonitions Mild attacks I keep letting slipping I'm collapsing feel very fatigue I see black upon when I'm dreaming Time I pass I keep reminiscing I've been bad I regret my triggers Dial it back and neglect my system Write to family let them listen Thank you for giving birth to me Help me up even nurture Sorry I'll never see you Get married or giving birth to new Graduate have a purpose Be happy and have a word with you Adult talks bou the world with you Yeah Remember just what I stand for Remember when we all laughing The memories we recapture A centrepiece on the mantle There's plentiful so I thank you A legacy made of marble The energy when we dancing Now I guess I'm gone I regretting I didn't cash in I regret that I didn't buy you that penthouse a brand new car And detach you from all your taxes Your debt and your private healthcare I said that I would from rapping Collect it and give it back to you Feel like I will die tomorrow Feel like I will cry tomorrow Feel like I will drown my sorrows Feel like I will die tomorrow I've accepted it I'll be fine I just wish I had way more time Think of laughter Still be there In our memories that we shared I'm about to get the pills I'm about to cut my veins I'm about to get the knife I'm about to blow my brains And I've had it with this life Cus it's done nothing for me My balance isn't right I've been troubled since a teen And I tell them that I'm fine Always judging what I do Always laughing from behind Feel like nothing that's the truth And now my backs against the wall Beyond the wonders of this room So ima open up the arms All the blood has changed my views I don't wana die F*ck I've made a mistake Can't see out my eyes But I can hear this space F*ck I've just sealed my fate My mother wont see my face Till the body has been disclaimed In the coffin the leaving drapes Now I'm dead I know I took it all for granted How the hell can I bring closure to my family And tell them all I love them more than love can handle Feel like I will die tomorrow Feel like I will cry tomorrow Feel like I will drown my sorrows Feel like I will die tomorrow I've accepted it I'll be fine I just wish I had way more time Think of laughter Still be there In our memories that we shared Feel like I will die tomorrow Feel like I will cry tomorrow Feel like I will drown my sorrows Feel like I will die tomorrow I've accepted it I'll be fine I just wish I had way more time Think of laughter Still be there In our memories that we shared