I Want to Try

Sometimes Sometimes I just want you to hold me Especially when I'm feeling so lonely Tell me everything will be alright Even if you have to lie I just wanna feel good inside and to stop questioning my life I don't know if I can But I want to try Waking up is getting harder Like why even bother Every day is the same It's the same old pain I'm setting 3 alarms in the mornin It's a battle with my mind I'm at war with Why did I have to wake up I swear I've had enough Sometimes I just want you to hold me Especially when I'm feeling so lonely Tell me everything will be alright Even if you have to lie I just wanna feel good inside and to stop questioning my life I don't know if I can But I want to try And I want better For you and I But I think I'm running out of time These walls are Closing in I think Imma need a shot of adrenaline Waking up is getting harder Like why even bother Every day is the same It's the same old pain I'm setting 3 alarms in the mornin It's a battle with my mind I'm at war with Why did I have to wake up I swear I've had enough Sometimes I just want you to hold me Especially when I'm feeling so lonely Tell me everything will be alright Even if you have to lie I just wanna feel good inside and to stop questioning my life I don't know if I can But I want to try I just wanna try I just wanna feel good inside Thinking like would anybody care if I just up and died I'm sorry if you think that all my songs are too emotional I swear I'm just kidding I'm a realist You don't like it I don't care I'm preachin the truth Sayin how I feel That is something that more men should do Normalized idea ugh I be judging myself at all hours of the day Second guessing everything What else am I gonna say When you kissed my lips did you taste all my pain Feels like my blood is sitting still in my veins Tryna break someone who's broken where's the logic I could snap at any second so be cautious Please don't criticize me Just help me it's an option Preachin mental health on Twitter huh That's ironic Just cause I'm a male doesn't mean that I don't feel pain That right there's a stigma that I'm hoping one day's gonna change I could go to therapy and cry doesn't mean I'm strange Media's the reason that these men all go to early graves