Break Everything With My Hands

I've always scared of myself when I realised I'm so lonely I"m feeling less human, more like a demons, prisoner of this cage No money what's so ever, I've been dreaming of something Something more but they cut down Hit me down , make me feels like I would be none of top of the edge I could see some lights, they cursed me, made me blind and tight my hands I wish I could kill this pain inside but I'm now scared of my demons growing everyday to show me entire fiction and wished I was loved Fill up my shadow with one pretender to complete the game Ain't shake it off, let my anger fill up this monster as I am They used to call me monster, maybe I am, but I kept climbing even in the dark Felt my body paralysed overnight, thinking of sinking my own life All I want give a reason to live (rather never live it) All I want give me a minute to breath (rather never love it) All I want I'm being from the beginning Wanna feel something while I broke everything with my hands I never been strong everyday showing you it was ok, if I had a gun, I would point in my head, been scared to live in again They took it all , took it all from me, told me I was just a trash bag, Always shut my mouth down, nobody said I would love myself Fake smile everyday, made me wanna do it no more now sitting in the dark, with nothing no one ever come & left Overnight I looked up the sky, begging it for help, never catches a starlight Wondered where the sun could be while the waterfall could drawn my anger Starring from my eyes but the universe always gave the trophies, to the wrong side no one ever told me how painful you're lonely I just wanna fly, get my head above the clouds But I'm so scared I hide myself All I want give a reason to live (rather never live it) All I want give me a minute to breath (rather never love it) All I want I'm being from the beginning Wanna feel something while I broke everything with my hands And I always ran away from those lucifer Shadow and light none of them can live without the other My shadow might get bigger what I fear the most My shadow might get bigger what I fear the most When I broke everything with my hands, with my hands My shadow might get bigger what I fear the most When I broke everything with my hands, with my hands My shadow might get bigger what I fear the most My shadow might get bigger what I fear the most When I broke everything with my hands, with my hands My shadow might get bigger what I fear the most When I broke everything with my hands, with my hands My shadow might get bigger what I fear the most