euphoria

I got to say I got to hate She got a man I got a friend I was lost But what a cost I smoke some weed I disappear I made some errors We all did It was so terror I was a kid Then I remember My mind offender Nothing to prove Except myself I tried to live I tried to die I was a kid I was alive I get it, fam I'm not the only one It's the only effort I think I should ever done, just To think about To cry a bit To laugh out loud And not look down I got sum' to say This world is grey Reason of my pain I said it, mane Sometime it's so blue Like a waterfall But I never was taught to swim So I won't claim at all It's maybe time now I wonder when I die Will all the memories I had Will they fly high or fall to the ground My mind fade away As I rest in crematoria Theses words I say: Euphoria