I Want You To Be

Its getting kind of hard to go what I'm going through Kind of scary, don't know what I'm gonna do They say K go  and count your blessings fool Its like you can't see what's right in front of you No shit bitch I'm down and depressed Lost and stressed a broken mess I need a vest and a gauge that's chopped And take my rage to these crooked cops Cuz I've really lost my psychie Wanna grab a mask like my name was Mikey And take an axe to the leaders of the pack Cuz its ones with recognition that are holding you back Cuz sometimes its hard to see who the villain be There's a knife in my back and its killing me Bout to pull it out and go on a killing spree Never forget friends can turn to enemies You let them in close it ain't hurt the same Used up as a tool on the search for fame In my room every night like is it worth the pain Cuz I don't wanna end up Like Kurt Cobain Rappers nowadays just wanna make noise Get a gold chain jacked on roids They sounding like a joke by Christopher Lloyd Just cut the autotune let me hear your voice like Entering the game I'm strapped like Neo Better tuck your chain cuz I'll snatch like D Bo Got a ratchet bitch and she stroking on my ego She bad and boujee but I ain't no migo (Uhhhh) I don't know what to do I Feel so fuckin Lost I just wanna make it And I don't care what the cost Everyday I drop these bars like Shawshank Yet I feel cast away like Tom Hanks Buried underground in this shit and it fucking stanks Got my own sound and I'm clawing up the fucking ranks Take my shank put it to their neck Oh so now your gonna show some respect I told you once  i had these killers on deck And when we finish here you wont soon forget I'm gonna make it there's no way to stop it I told you once that I'm fuckin toxic A mind full of conflict I fuckin lost it Found myself deep in the tropics I walk this path of self destruction I just wanna do it without disruption My mindstate broken full of corruption There's a volcano in me fear the eruption